Parle with Sina

Dear friend, This is my story. I want to tell you all of it. I want us to live the days of the story together. All the time you've missed, I want you to have back. I want to us to sing and cry and laugh and dance and love and pray together . I no longer wish to feel, alone. I will tell you about my day. I will tell you the story. I have nothing to hide from you. I thought about you all day. I craved your company throughout the day. I thought of how much I want to tell you but I do not know if you still recognize the sound of my voice. I do not remember what your voice sounds like either. But the sound of your words, I remember. I wonder why we have not spoken in a long time, a time long enough for Methuselahs to live . I wonder why we have nurtured this silence, this silence so loud the world can hear. Some might feel it's stupid of me to talk to you again, skeptical of your position in this friendship, "your friend may not be the friend". But w...

Dear friend, I write this to you because there's no other person to really talk to. It is to you I can speak freely without the fear of being judged. So many things have happened to me friend. I've had strange feelings - feelings I can't describe, not so pleasant feelings. Feeling that make my head bang. I've tried not to worry about anything. I've tried to be as happy as possible.. I tried to even sing.  I've been friendly and not..... My friend there's nothing I've not tried. My friend, I really want to tell you many things, so many things but I don't have enough words to explain myself. I want to tell you things everyday. I want to tell you when I'm sad and happy and lonely. Of the things that terrify me; Of the crushes that have crushed Of the sadness Of the joy in my heart Of the dreams I have Of the dreams that scare me Of the things I have done That I'm proud and not proud of The things I want to change The things ...

There will never be a right time. You're waiting for the perfect moment  that will never coming. Every time is the  right time, the time to take action. Every time is the right time to be happy. Every time is the right time to sing for joy. Every time is the right time to pray to God. I have waited forever for the special time; the time to be happy, yet it hasn't come. I have wasted precious happy moments looking for the special moment. Every day of my life is special. Everyday of my life is the right day. Everyday of my life is the day the Lord has made. Don't wait because the time is now. The special tomorrow might not come. That you see this day is special enough, you can ask the dead.