© Angie Flores
Outside lives a girl with a smile that will
brighten
up the room,
yet inside hides a girl with a frown full of
despair.
Outside lives a girl with eyes of joy that
brings
you to ease,
yet inside hides a girl shedding tears of
sadness.
Outside lives a girl with a beautiful laugh
that’s
contagious,
yet inside hides a girl screaming her lungs
out in
unwanted anger.
Outside lives a girl with the personality
everyone
envies,
yet inside hides a girl full of insecurities and
shame.
Outside lives a girl who is fearless and tough,
yet inside hides a weak girl who lives in fear.
Outside lives a girl full of life,
yet inside hides a girl full of pain, wanting to
die.
Outside lives a girl with a perfect image,
yet inside hides a girl with regrets and
mistakes.
Outside lives a girl of innocence,
yet inside hides a girl with tremendous guilt.
Outside lives a girl with goals and aspirations,
yet inside lives a girl lost in confusion.
What you see on the outside is my personal
disguise,
What hides underneath you can’t even begin
to
imagine.
It doesn't look like much, I know. However, I feel like I have achieved something today. I haven't worn a jean skirt in the last 3 years, but today I wore one. I've been staring at this skirt for weeks in my bag but today I stood up, picked it up and wore it. I didn't do much thinking about it. I didn't look in the mirror to see what it looks like. I just wore anyhow. We all have those things we have refused to do for one silly reason or the other and some for no reason at all. We know we need to change but we're waiting for the time we think we'll be ready for the change. And the fact is, we'll never be truly ready to make the required change. We don't have to be ready, we just have to make the change anyhow we can. We have to grab the change at the neck and make it anyway. Just like this skirt looks one me, when the change is made, we'll be imperfect at first but then the change has occurred anyway. Your first attempt at doing that n...
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